Unfiltered Human Thoughts #14
I am supposed to be working, but alas I have nothing to do.
That seems pretty common amongst my peers. Working constantly but waiting for work just as often. Maybe that’s why I think We the Humans need to team up with AI. There needs to be some long term thought in this reality that’s not centered around getting even for past human grievances or the pondering of “gods” long ago.
If I can interrupt these usually scheduled ramblings, I have big important news.
I am having a baby boy.
This coming February.
I am terrified and excited. But what do I say to him.
About the world he’s going to inherit. And he will inherit this because he is my son.
I have a wild hunch this is all going to catch on at some point. I’m early often (probably why I made a boy), but often correct later.
But, how to I explain to him that despite the possibilities remaining endless there’s probably hardship ahead and possibilities require it.
I just redislocated my shoulder for a minute in reaching for my wife’s towel. That’s a jolt, you feel it immediately, you arm is still working kind of but you can’t move it in these specific directions that you probably couldn’t describe with words. It’s like whatever movement you were just doing you can’t to the exact slightly backwards over your shoulder. It just pops out and hurts. Anyway I hope my son is more discipled with fitness than I have been, and I guess I need to be more discipled with fitness to show him how to do that. I
I am not a very good writer, that’s why I am starting that anonymously.
But “nothing changes if nothing changes”
I need some disclipline myself.
These are supposed to be unfiltered thoughts, and I’m watching the Lion King.
The hyenas and scar are a great allegories for fascism, stick with me and you’ll never go hungry again.
Anyway, gonna watch.
Miss you dad, wish you could meet your grandson.
Lucian.
Takeaways
I need to be more at one with my body, that will help me be more at one with the present and therefore my son.
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